Stephen
begins this long recounting of the heritage of the Israelite nation, and refers
to various pieces of Scripture all throughout. In fact, he didn’t just refer to
scripture; all he does is speak scripture. The online Bible that I am using
sort of indents and separates out the quotes or references from other books of
the Bible, and there are several scattered throughout this chapter, but even
the words that are not direct quotes are simply summarizing a lot of the Old
Testament, with no commentary or insights from Stephen. Stephen realized, and
too many preachers in this day and age miss on this, myself included, that the
Scriptures don’t need a bunch of opinion and “insight” added to them. The words
of Scripture are powerful and convicting and true, and we need to rely more on
them and less on us. It isn’t until verse 51 that Stephen really starts giving
his assessment of where the people he was facing were in light of what the
Scriptures taught. The Word of God doesn’t need to be dressed up all fancy to
make it effective or applicable, it speaks incredible truth to each of us,
wherever we are, whenever we hear it. Those of us that preach and teach need to
make sure we aren’t getting in the way of Scripture and that we allow God to
speak instead of us.
As I read
through Stephen’s account of the heritage of the Israelite nation, a couple
things stuck out to me more than others. First of all, Stephen uses inclusive
language the entire time. He addresses this group of men that clearly aren’t
happy with him right now as brothers and fathers rather than “you guys.” He
constantly uses the words our and we as he tells the story, he is wanting the
men present to remember and know fully that he is one of them in heritage. He
is one of them in their background, in their upbringing, in their training, and
in their faith. These are not people from different backgrounds, they are very
much from the same place. And that is something God has spoken loudly to me
about, that I need to make sure I relate to people and help them see that I am
from where they are from. It’s easy as a pastor to come off as a goodie goodie
who never does anything wrong and who struggles with nothing. It’s easy as a
pastor to convince myself that there are certain things in my past and
particular struggles in my present that I shouldn’t share with very many people
for fear of them looking down on me as their pastor. I need to make sure people
understand that I am just as much in need of a Savior as anyone I’m speaking to
or teaching. I think of the people that I admire as teachers of the Word of
God, and one of the characteristics that is common among all of them, besides
the fact that they teach from the Word and the Word only, is that they are
vulnerable. They aren’t perfect and holy and untouchable, they are sinners just
like I am and they aren’t willing to admit it. I need to teach like that as
well. I need to be vulnerable as well. As I open up my heart to those I am
trying to teach, they will open up their hearts to the Word that God has to share
with them. I need to make sure everyone understands it’s a we and an our, not a
me and a you.
Secondly,
while Stephen does an incredible job tying himself and those in the audience to
their forefathers and their ancestors, he also makes sure that he tells the
history of their people from an unbiased perspective, and that unbiased
perspective serves to remind them all that the Israelites were a rebellious and
unbelieving people. When Joseph began telling what God was planning, he got
sold into Egypt. When Moses went up the mountain, idols were made and
worshiped. When prophets came around and talked about the coming of the
Messiah, they were persecuted and killed. It’s often easy to look at our past
with rose-colored glasses, remembering the good times to be greater than they
really were and the bad times to be not quite as bad as they were, and that’s
not truth. We need to recognize our past for what it was, learn from it, and
move into the future that God has waiting for us. Stephen made sure that they all
remembered the true story of their history and their heritage, then he brought
down the hammer as he related to all of those present how they were just like
their ancestors. His words are bold and harsh and yet very true, and his words
brought the house down. God wants me to speak boldly when I need to speak
boldly, always in love and only as led by the Spirit, but I know I’ve resisted
far too often when I’ve felt that prompting to speak.
The reaction
of the people in the crowd is almost humorous, yet incredibly sad at the same
time. It is funny to think of grown men, and likely many older men, covering
their ears and yelling at the top of their lungs like a little kid. Verse 54
says they were “enraged in their hearts”, and my first reaction is to condemn
for this reaction or to look down upon them, but I can’t go too far with that
thought before God convicts me on how I react when my sins and my shortcomings
are pointed out. Now I’ve never physically covered my ears and shouted at the
top of my voice but I’ve done that in my mind, I’ve done that in my heart. I
don’t like to have the issues that I’m struggling with put in front of my face,
to be brought up and called to the carpet, but I need it. I need those people
in my life, and I am so thankful I have some guys in my life, along with my
wife, that are willing to say the things I need to hear when I need to hear
them. It is painful sometimes, it hurts sometimes and I get mad sometimes, but
I know that I need it. The people in the crowd weren’t in that place in their
hearts. Their hearts were full of pride and they weren’t ready to hear what
they were doing wrong and where they were struggling, and we see that in the
reaction that comes forth.
Stephen, all
the while, keeps his eyes focused where they should be, on Heaven, on our
Savior, on our King. My mind can only imagine what it would be like to look up
and to see the glory of God and to see Jesus standing beside the throne. While
I have never physically seen that view of Heaven and while I likely won’t in my
lifetime, in my heart and in my mind that is where my focus should be. When my
heart is focused on the glory of God and the goodness of His grace, my mind
won’t worry so much about the things around me on this earth that constantly
bog me down. When my soul is always looking upward, it won’t be burdened as
much by the pain and suffering and trials that come every day. Stephen is
facing a mob of angry men, getting interrogated and talked badly against, I
imagine he was beginning to get an idea of what was going to happen to him, and
he kept his eye on the prize. Incredible focus and perspective that I need to
be reminded of daily.
Stephen is
taken out of the city and stoned, and as Jesus did, shows incredible grace and
forgiveness by praying for the forgiveness of the people killing him. But the
last piece of this chapter that jumped out at me is that this is the first
mention of Paul, who is still Saul at this point. The people laid their robes
at the feet of this young man and he watched Stephen get murdered. What an
impact this event would have on the life of a young man, and I think this
affected Saul in a couple ways. First of all, this was an incredible example
that he was being given of how not to treat people, even people of a different
faith. Stephen was persecuted and killed for what he believed, and this sort of
treatment was soon to become commonplace. For Saul, he guarded the robes at
this stoning, but he got his chance to participate in many others. Saul watched
this all unfold and was given the example, which he definitely lived out, of
how to persecute believers in Jesus. Secondly, I think this event probably
stuck in the back of Saul’s mind for a long time, probably until a few days
after he encountered Jesus on the road to Damascus.
We all have
events or circumstances in our lives that point to Jesus, and often times those
events or circumstances happen long before we are looking for him. In
hindsight, looking backwards, it is much easier to see how God pursued us, how
He placed hardships and circumstances and people in our path so that we would
be influenced and encouraged to seek after Him. I think back to my days in high
school when I had to (and got to) experience the death of one of my
grandmothers and one of my grandfathers. I had been in church all my life,
sure, but I really hadn’t been seeking after Jesus, I had just been going to
church. I wasn’t looking for a Savior I was looking for a certain reputation
and a certain ease of life (my parents would have killed me if I refused to go
to church!). Through the death of my two grandparents I had to see them
struggle and battle and fight for their lives, which was incredibly difficult
to watch, but I also got to see the love that they had for their family shine
through as my Grandma Hill would ask people what they needed or if they were
doing all right as they came to visit her while she was laying in bed dying. I
got to witness the incredible generosity of my Grandpa Webb as he gave away
what he had accumulated to build a church that would affect hundreds of people
for generations to come. As I listened to a man literally in his last days take
the time to say thank you and I love you to his grandson I began to realize
that this life wasn’t just about myself and how much fun I could have. I began
to realize then, which I didn’t even recognize until just within the last
couple years, that there is a much bigger purpose to my being on this earth and
God has a much greater plan for me than to just be a nice person that goes to
church. And that is the same perspective I expect Saul gained when he met Jesus
and became, as we know him well, Paul. I can’t help but think he looked back in
his life and could point to that day when he heard the words of the Holy
Spirit, spoken through Stephen, and realized that was an important day in the
formation of my faith, that was a day I questioned what I’ve always known and
began to look for a Savior. Paul, like most of us, took a while to give in.
Paul, like most of us, didn’t immediately jump into the water and get baptized
and repent of our sins. Paul continued down the path of destruction and God
continued to pursue him and draw him to himself, until Paul finally gave in.
I’m glad I gave in a lot of years ago, but I also know there are still areas of
my life that I have yet to give over to Him.
Lord help me to identify all of them and
hand them over to you, one by one.
This account of events in scripture come so alive when you "speak" it. I have learned through pain and suffering in my own life as well as watching Jesus work in the lives of people around me that it is definitely not about me. Everything is about Jesus and with the power of the Holy Spirit, each day is a new adventure in loving people. I love this life with Christ and encourage others to seek after Him as He pursues you. Thank you again, Ryan for your heart; to serve the Almighty God with your wisdom that He so graciously has given you. I can only imagine the hearts you are touching...
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