Twice in the
next 5 verses the Holy Spirit either prevents them from going somewhere or calls
out to them and invites them. Obviously these 5 verses do not happen in 5
minutes, but rather days and weeks, but this is just another example of how in
tune Paul, and I assume Timothy, was with the Spirit. This is how I want my
life to be! As I seek where to go, who to talk to, what to say, that the Spirit
would either prevent me or invite me. As I feel like I am growing in the
Spirit, I feel like those conversations are happening more often, and it’s so
freeing to be able to give decisions and directions up to God and just let Him
have them, but I’ve got a long ways to go and a lot more to give up!
The story of
Lydia’s conversion, at least to me, serves as a reminder to always be ready to
proclaim the name of Jesus and also be willing to roll with changes that come
up. Paul was going out by the river because he thought it was a place of
prayer. I assume that phrase is included because it, in fact, wasn’t what he
thought it would be. So, rather than being upset or grumpy because something
wasn’t what he thought it was, he sat down and had a conversation. And, as Paul
typically did, he went right to discussing things of eternal value. How easily
do I let things, silly stupid little things, derail my train of thought or my
mood for the moment or the day? I have found out in youth ministry that you
have to be flexible and willing to adapt on the go, and I feel like I do that
in ministry fairly well, but for some reason that doesn’t translate to home.
Even as I sit here and type I am fighting the battle of letting the struggles I
just had with my 2 year-old and 4 year-old bog me down and affect the rest of
my night. Paul never did that, he always pressed on because his moods were not
dependent upon situations, his countenance and character was fully dependent on
God. When we live that way, little things won’t bother us as much and big deals
won’t seem as big anymore. Having constant communication through the Spirit
enables us to realize how big of a God we have and how little our problems are.
In other words, it puts things back into their proper perspective. I need that
reminder often!
Paul’s
encounter with the slave girl is another event that happens in the Bible that I
can easily relate to as the kind of thing that seems to happen a lot now as
well. Not the slave girl and the demons part, but the fact that Paul tries to
be the nice guy and tries to do this girl a favor and ends up getting wrongly
accused and gets in trouble. It seems like far too often the person that tries
to come in and help, or the person that tries to do things the right way, ends
up being the one getting blamed for things they didn’t do and gets a hard time
for it. The temptation can quickly become to just stop doing anything nice, to
stop putting yourself out there for others. And while I can easily fall into
that trap, God calls us to a different standard than that. He asks us to ignore
the potential consequences, to not focus on the negative that could come about, and to just reach out
and help people. Paul’s helping of this girl got him beaten with rods and thrown
in prison, but I guarantee he wasn’t worried about that happening when he
ordered the slave out and he wasn’t lamenting over what happened when he was
sitting in jail. Paul had, again, the proper perspective. As he lived by the Spirit,
he responded to what the Spirit prompted him to do and took whatever the
consequences were in stride. As I continue to read about Paul’s journey and his
life, I just keep hearing in the back of my head this echo that I mentioned a
few chapters ago: “Imitate me as I imitate Christ”. I need to imitate this guy
Paul as he clearly lived out what Jesus wanted him to!
The next
section in Acts 16 is a beautiful portrayal of what the message of Jesus brings,
life. The jailer was ready to kill himself because he was sure the prisoners
were gone, he would have been in complete and utter despair, ready to take his
life and end it all, and all of a sudden he hears those words of life, “don’t
harm yourself…”. Wow immediately what comes to my mind is all the times I’ve
been in that situation, in that frame of mind. Not in a frame of mind of
actually considering hurting myself, but in that mood of despair and confusion
and pain. And, in each one of those circumstances, without fail, in some fashion
I’ve heard those words of life, “don’t harm yourself.” I’ve heard those words
from Jesus, “come to me all who are weary and burdened and I will give you
rest.” There are so many emotions tied to those times in my life, emotions that
are still so real and tangible today. From the hurt and the pain and the
confusion and the helplessness to the joy and the relief and the overwhelming
feeling of humility as I wondered, after Jesus had rescued me from that place,
why He would do that for a sinner like me. God’s Word is filled with these
words of life, ready to rescue us from those dark places, and we need to hold
onto those words, we need to fill up with those words.
God thank you for that reminder through the
text in the book of Acts tonight, that reminder of how you have filled me up
over and over and over again, when I needed it most and didn’t deserve a bit of
it. Those words brought life to the jailer and your Word brings life to me.
Father help me to cling to and hold onto those words much tighter than I ever
have before, knowing that they will comfort me, heal me, provide for me,
strengthen me, and sustain me no matter what I face on this earth.
This last passage
of Acts 16 has always really intrigued me. Paul, having been delivered from his
stay in prison, almost seems to rub it in the faces of the magistrates and the
people in charge by making them come apologize and walk them out of the jail. I’ll
be honest I don’t have any real significant truths that God is teaching me
through this part of the chapter other than justice was served. Paul was
released, the people of the town were revealed to be in the wrong, justice was
served. I take great comfort in knowing that justice will be served for all
those that have wronged God and His church, but I also still struggle when I
think justice should be served now
rather than later. Paul got to see
justice served, and I will too someday!
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